Undeniable

it is so painfully tempting to try and start off a new year’s entry with a recollection of how my 2005 went past by.but then again,i guess it will be obnoxiously self delusional to say that i can fondly recall what really happened in the year of 2005.however there were highlights which will probably be noteworthy of a mention…

month of january :-

i got myself qualified for a mini sales convention that was truly an inspiration.the fact that i was the sole qualifier based on my own personal efforts was truly gratifying.

month of february :-

i did not celebrate valentine’s day.i got to know a sweet,cutie pie named ayu.

month of march :-

my birthday.nuthing worth remembering except for the part where i had a treat from my colleagues at swensens.birthday present from ayu.a pink sweater.still a treasured item.

month of april :-

miscommunication and ayu was out of my life faster than a speeding bullet.concentrated on my work again…reprieve.

month of may :-

work and more work.

month of june :-

work and more work.office politics came into play.people started becoming disillusioned.got to know my now buddy…randy ashmooni.

month of july :-

work and more work.was not even thinking about women.agus emilyadi,my client gave me my first taste of nightlife at carnival chijmes.

month of august :-

school of achievers began for me.became more focused with my work.it was just me,my guy friends,my nightlife…and nothing else.

month of september :-

serendipity made her appearance.got my first taste of bonus.went to bangkok.went to a resort with my agency.

month of october :-

final round of hardwork.sweetest ramadhan spent ever.came in third for school of achievers.

month of november :-

shutdown month.syawal.

month of december :-

i found myself all over again.i found the reason to start building things all over again.i found aryani.i found dreams.i found all things beautiful.i found my Life.

2005 done and over with.period.

i am tingling with anticipation of what 2006 has to offer.the gears had been set in motion.i think i know how i work…basically,i am driven by faith that people have in me.not saying that i do not have self belief.it’s just that,undenying faith from treasured loved ones gimme that extra edge over any other obstacles.always believed that i just need one person,to have that one faith in me,to gimme that one reason to strive for the extraordinary things in life.i have to agree when people tell me that i am one shortchanged individual who is full of unfulfilled potential.i think they have been seeing what i refused to see in myself.

2006 is gonna be great coz i’ve got two major babies i need to deliver.my kreativwerkz ideas of 2003 and 2004 has finally found its needed directions.from the skeletal framework…things are looking promising.something else that i discovered about myself is the fact that i need someone who gives me that areas of focus.i’m like a wild horse sometimes.full of raw passion and ideas but lacking in a definite purpose.a complementary working partner that understands the dynamics of defining my ideas is perfect.great.all i need to do,is just to execute them.been a while since i became all lively and passionate all over again about a venture.now i understand what makes successful people succeed at what they do.they never give up on their ideas.they merely apply it at a better opportunity.Henry Ford could not have made the automobile if he lived in the Middle Ages.great ventures need great associations.

Seth will be a major source of needed inspiration for me this year.people have been asking me about the sudden association of me and seth.who is summer?why summer?why seth?why undeniable?i am seriously not at a liberty to give people the answers they might crave for.have all the conspirancies you want.i am happy the way things are.seth is a cartoonist.so am i.seth is a dork.so am i.seth is being himself.so am i.seth is just a social misfit at times.so am i.seth adores summer.so do i.seth married to summer?was never found out in the OC series.~chuckles~

the fact is,seth means a lot to me.and if summer means a lot to seth,then i suppose it should apply to me too,right?who is summer again?hell…beats me.one thing is for sure…seth liked summer since he was 10.so maybe,my summer came from there too.heeeeee.

oh yeah…my jersey for my soccer team is imprinted with the name seth.

i have a couple of things i wanna do and achieve this season around…and it revolves basically around the ideas i had in my life…great!

seth.summer.undeniable.chemistry.boat.journey.

that’s 6 ideals for 2006.period.

the 7th ideal…destination.

2007.

ps: life does not get simpler because you see things in a more simplified manner.it gets simpler because,you have someone to weed out the confusions…

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